random feelings

I am feeling so low these past few days, maybe because of the load of things I need to accomplish within two weeks  (malapit na kasi ang finals eh.) plus the fact of the deadlines you should meet in the office. Feeling ko tuloy MBA is not really for me because  everytime there is a case study and I always struggle in presenting it. Naiisip ko nalang "ano ba tong pinasok ko, nagsasayang lang ata ako ng pera dito eh.." I am loosing my hope really. Yesterday after presenting the case i felt sad and cried because of my presentation. sobrang kalat. I dont really know what happened to me.. Sobrang nawala yung self confidence ko in terms of facing the crowd. I can't speak in front of many people. I remember, when i was in highschool I love reportings and i love reciting, i love the spot light and sharing things in front of the class. haaay. what happen?

I just hope and pray that I can make it to graduation. or kahit ngayun term lang muna. haha. I'm just on my second term but I am feeling all of the negativity. haaaay. hindi pala talaga madali ang grad school especially for an average student with poor communication skills. Na in fact, is the most important skill that an MBA student should bear.

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