Stay.
I'm always afraid of losing you in my life. Just the thinking of it.. no, I can't. Maybe, I'm gonna die. I'm so dependent in you in every way. I'll text you to join me whenever I need to go somewhere. I asked you to do things that I cannot do. You are my emergency hotline. You spoiled me in every way. You never fail to amaze me and make me feel special. I do have unreasonable expectation and mood swings but still you can manage it to keep calm. Now, maybe you are asking me why I am writing these things here. I am just afraid, that one day you'll realized that you can't stand me anymore. I know I'm a kind of person that so difficult to deal with. But please I let you see who I really am. Now that you are seeing it in your own eyes. Will you still stay? Please stay. I'm begging you to stay . To stay in my life and be with me until we grow old. Maybe, I cannot tell it in front of you personally, but this is what my heart shouts. ...