I will be the star in your sky

Term two was over!! yey! I can't believe it. Hihihihi. I just want to testify how faithful God is in my life. He never fails to give me the provisions I needed. All the schedules and everything are all falling it to their proper places, even finances. I don't know where my finances are coming from. When I enrolled in the DLSU, I already computed the amount of money I needed to be finished in this program, sadly, my income is not enough even for a one term!! But still I am holding to the promise of the Lord.. If it's will it's His bill. :) Also, I want to take this opportunity to thank the people that help me for this term. (even though they can't read this) I just want to thank the PPG (karen, april, and nherry) my term would not be complete without the three of you. Awww. I'll miss you next term!! :( You, three, gave me hope when I am about to give up, encouragement when I am down, and gave me joy when I am sad. Special Thanks to Xylen...

J, I am writing this to let you know how much grateful I am to have and be with you. We have been seeing each other for almost a year but the excitement whenever I see you never fades. It shows how much I look forward to the days we will be spending together. It brings joy when I see you smile and happy especially when I throw jokes, those laughter were stacked on my mind and remember it for the rest of the day. I am keeping you so happy even if your in bad mood because I hate to see you with a sour face. But I love you in every single way, your actions, thoughts and ideas, talks and words, and your moves towards me. Looking forward for the greater things with you.  Let God be with us. I just pray everything will be fine. :) I love you so much be <3. Miss you more and more each day!    

Last time I was so emotional specially when it comes to my schooling. Last week, I'm so stressed and I almost give up in my Masteral, but God is really good. He did not let me to feel down and lose hope. A while ago, I received an Email from Sir Jolly, my Professor in Management Accounting, the message was just two digits “90” which means I got 90% in our mid-term exam! Can you believe that? Though it was not that high but I was so happy. All the puyats and everything. Hehe. I just learn one thing that I already knew before, that always put your Hope in the Lord. He is so faithful to those who have faith in Him. To God be the Glory.

I am feeling so low these past few days, maybe because of the load of things I need to accomplish within two weeks  (malapit na kasi ang finals eh.) plus the fact of the deadlines you should meet in the office. Feeling ko tuloy MBA is not really for me because  everytime there is a case study and I always struggle in presenting it. Naiisip ko nalang "ano ba tong pinasok ko, nagsasayang lang ata ako ng pera dito eh.." I am loosing my hope really. Yesterday after presenting the case i felt sad and cried because of my presentation. sobrang kalat. I dont really know what happened to me.. Sobrang nawala yung self confidence ko in terms of facing the crowd. I can't speak in front of many people. I remember, when i was in highschool I love reportings and i love reciting, i love the spot light and sharing things in front of the class. haaay. what happen? I just hope and pray that I can make it to graduation. or kahit ngayun term lang muna. haha. I'm just on my second term...