I am a fan of blogs.. I just love reading those feelings.

Anyways, as I was browsing one of my friend’s blog. I randomly read this. 

I was the one who said “ayoko nang mag boyfriend” but after a year, I ate those words that came into my mouth. I had my first boyfriend. I always think that having a boyfriend was just a headache but I told to myself that it will be different. I continue to convince myself that my relationship will be different. 

To make the story short, my relationship failed. I was so broken, no, I was devastated. People around me always says that I looked pale. I looked depressed. I don’t just look pale or depress, I really am!

And I thought to myself “ ayoko nang mag boyfriend” because I was really hurt. I always thought that if loving someone will just give you pain then why should I let myself be in that position diba?

But again, as time goes by and wounds heals, I realize that I will never be tired of loving someone. Because I know that love don’t hurt, maybe it’s the person that doesn’t know how to love hurts you. At the end of the day, I feel blessed that I never closed the door of my heart because of just one mistake. 

And one day, someone will walk into and make you see why it never worked out with anyone else.