I will be the star in your sky

Hello there! For your information, I will turn 25 this Friday! Anyway, here's the list of my birthday wishes for this year 2015.. 1. I pray that I will make on top 5 in our Midterm Exam this Saturday in Operations Management. 2. I want a new pair of sandals that can stand baha but looks formal, like my everyday sandals whenever I go to the office. 3. I want a career not a job. 4. Let's try Lazer Tag (this was one of my wishes last year that never happened.. so I'll put it here again!) 5. Viking's with Ger's FamBam. 6. Go to Art in Island 7. I NEED a new notebook. hmmm, but I never googled what brand and specs. 8. I pray that one credible Leader will rise and announce that He/She will run for Presidenvy.  9. World peace.  

I am a fan of blogs.. I just love reading those feelings. Anyways, as I was browsing one of my friend’s blog. I randomly read this.   I was the one who said “ayoko nang mag boyfriend” but after a year, I ate those words that came into my mouth. I had my first boyfriend. I always think that having a boyfriend was just a headache but I told to myself that it will be different. I continue to convince myself that my relationship will be different.  To make the story short, my relationship failed. I was so broken, no, I was devastated. People around me always says that I looked pale. I looked depressed. I don’t just look pale or depress, I really am! And I thought to myself “ ayoko nang mag boyfriend” because I was really hurt. I always thought that if loving someone will just give you pain then why should I let myself be in that position diba? But again, as time goes by and wounds heals, I realize that I will never be tired of loving someone. Because I kn...

Today marks our first major war. I am shock that this thing is happening to us. I am afraid that things might not be the same agaid. I am terified that there will be a big gap between us and it will be the start of bigger misunderstanding. Haay. Life. I will not go into details. But yeah, maybe it was my mistake. I was so disappointed about his reactions and response to the topic I gave to him. I got mad. But all I wanted was to feel that I was worth the fight. But no, I was wrong. I am always wrong. I always expect that he will make suyo and lambing. Really, expectation is directly proportion to disappointment. I wanted to say sorry to him. That I don't want this relationship to end like this. I want to say sorry that I did not mean words that I say but my ego says no. I always want to be chased. :( To you, I will always love you. Please, remove in your mind those thinking that I dont have any plans to push and make this relationship work. I am...