I will be the star in your sky

Term two was over!! yey! I can't believe it. Hihihihi. I just want to testify how faithful God is in my life. He never fails to give me the provisions I needed. All the schedules and everything are all falling it to their proper places, even finances. I don't know where my finances are coming from. When I enrolled in the DLSU, I already computed the amount of money I needed to be finished in this program, sadly, my income is not enough even for a one term!! But still I am holding to the promise of the Lord.. If it's will it's His bill. :) Also, I want to take this opportunity to thank the people that help me for this term. (even though they can't read this) I just want to thank the PPG (karen, april, and nherry) my term would not be complete without the three of you. Awww. I'll miss you next term!! :( You, three, gave me hope when I am about to give up, encouragement when I am down, and gave me joy when I am sad. Special Thanks to Xylen...

J, I am writing this to let you know how much grateful I am to have and be with you. We have been seeing each other for almost a year but the excitement whenever I see you never fades. It shows how much I look forward to the days we will be spending together. It brings joy when I see you smile and happy especially when I throw jokes, those laughter were stacked on my mind and remember it for the rest of the day. I am keeping you so happy even if your in bad mood because I hate to see you with a sour face. But I love you in every single way, your actions, thoughts and ideas, talks and words, and your moves towards me. Looking forward for the greater things with you.  Let God be with us. I just pray everything will be fine. :) I love you so much be <3. Miss you more and more each day!    

Last time I was so emotional specially when it comes to my schooling. Last week, I'm so stressed and I almost give up in my Masteral, but God is really good. He did not let me to feel down and lose hope. A while ago, I received an Email from Sir Jolly, my Professor in Management Accounting, the message was just two digits “90” which means I got 90% in our mid-term exam! Can you believe that? Though it was not that high but I was so happy. All the puyats and everything. Hehe. I just learn one thing that I already knew before, that always put your Hope in the Lord. He is so faithful to those who have faith in Him. To God be the Glory.

I am feeling so low these past few days, maybe because of the load of things I need to accomplish within two weeks  (malapit na kasi ang finals eh.) plus the fact of the deadlines you should meet in the office. Feeling ko tuloy MBA is not really for me because  everytime there is a case study and I always struggle in presenting it. Naiisip ko nalang "ano ba tong pinasok ko, nagsasayang lang ata ako ng pera dito eh.." I am loosing my hope really. Yesterday after presenting the case i felt sad and cried because of my presentation. sobrang kalat. I dont really know what happened to me.. Sobrang nawala yung self confidence ko in terms of facing the crowd. I can't speak in front of many people. I remember, when i was in highschool I love reportings and i love reciting, i love the spot light and sharing things in front of the class. haaay. what happen? I just hope and pray that I can make it to graduation. or kahit ngayun term lang muna. haha. I'm just on my second term...

Am I?

I really wanted to get married so that I have my travel buddy. Haha. What a lame and immature reason but since my friendssss are too busy in their everyday lives they cannot join me in whenever places I planned to go. I know. I know. Getting married is not that easy. And there is so much to consider but.. but.. I want someone who I can dragged!!! (hopefully he is not that workaholic like me. ;P)

I learned how to surf. * kakilig *

One in my bucket list this year is to meet and greet a "buntanding". Actually the real plan was to watch and swim with the whale at Sorsogon but since I was assigned to conduct an audit at Cebu stores for more than two weeks, we decided to go to Oslob too, where you can watch whales. Sayang naman ang weekends diba? My kuya, who was assigned in the Biliran (a small island in Visayas), decided to join the trip as well. Oslob was a 4-5 hour bus ride from South station of Cebu City. Actually, when I was on the bus I thought that I will regret the trip thinking that it was our rest day at this time of the day we are just lying in our beds. But the long ride was all worth it. Our exhaustion was all gone when we arrived at the beach. The salty and fishy smell excited us. the falls with my brother My brother, my office mate and I rode the boat, together with the two boatmen. The two boatmen will bring us where the Butanding usually stays. When I saw one Buntandi...

One of my biggest fear is that at the end of my life when the time I will face God , I will realized that I did not live according to His Plan and Will. One day when we have face to face conversation He will say “You failed, my child this is the path you were created but you go to other way”. Scary isn't? It is God who has called me, who has destined me for this work, and who has sent me to work in his vineyard. I know this thing in my mind and heart but am I working entirely for him and for His Glory? Yeah I attend church every Sunday, worship Him, do the ministry and attend small groups for me to grow in faith but I was hit by what Ms Pia, our professor said. She said that we should not compartmentalize the different aspects of our life. Who are we on a Sunday should be the same as who we are when we are at the office, with friends or with our family. What values you do on Sundays is also the same values we bring on the other day of the week. In my reality it's not w...

Today is my birthday, I started my day with a prayer of course. Thanking God for another year to live and also I just prayed that this day will be something good that I will be happy today. But guess what! It was my "not so lucky" day. Haha. First, I arrived at the mrt in my usual time...But The line was so long and I don't know what happen. So I feel frustrated especially in the system of the government. Actually, I already freaking out there and asking kuya guard to guard the line and not just make pacute there. Basta hirap iexplain what happened. After 6-7 train I was able to ride on the train.. So there is a very small chance that I'll be late because I have enough time pa to travel.. But after one station the driver announced that the train is up to shaw blvd only. Whaaaat the. After all the patience in that long line you'll just tell me that I can only access the two station? So I have a choice between waiting on the MRT to be fixed or I'll jus...

A while ago I was watching the movie entitled “God is nor Dead”. It was about story of different people and their faith. One of the character there is a Professor in a University teaching Introductory in Philosophy and he forced his students to write on the piece of paper three word together with their sign as a proof that they are agreeing to what they wrote. And the three words was GOD IS DEAD. Of course if you're a student and you want to pass the subject you will just put those three words closed eyes together with your signature, but there is a Christian student who can't do what his professor asked him to do. So the professor asked the student to just drop the class or make him prove to him and to the class that God is not really dead or else he will be automatically failed in his class. His family and girlfriend told him not to do it and just drop the class so that he will not have any problem. Her girlfriend also told her and if she did it she probably would split to h...

I am always excited to go to school. Every time I think of what will be the next topic in the class. I am just happy about it. *I'm so kilig*. I wish it's sunday already. My heart is full of joy every time I gain new knowledge and insight, even though saturday class means no social life since it's in the middle of the lakwatsa days, just like this time monday is holiday, if I dont have saturday class sana I'll be on VL on friday and return on tuesday but still I'm in love with my saturday classes. So it doesn't natter if I don't have long weekend until I graduate. :) Besides, if I don't put up a business, maybe my salary will increase after having the master's degree right? So I can go with my dream vacation after graduating. Patience for bongang vacation. ^_^

I am a girl who is not really into material things. I still have eight year old pants in my closet and yeah I still wear it sometimes. I don't usually buy clothes for myself, most of the time I only got new clothes when my mother bought me or I am forced to buy one because I need it for something, maybe for an interview, costume, debut party or what so ever. But these past days, I am really eye-ing for a new jacket since by favorite stripe jacket is already fully utilized and nearly to give up. Besides, I really need it for my Saturday classes because my campus was at the RCBC Makati, which is very cold (even in the corridor) but I don't have any courage to spend some more money since I need to save for my coming terms. I know I’m frugal and stingy and kuripot or whatever you like to call me when it comes to money, but my tuition fee in La Salle is not a joke so I need to discipline myself in buying what really is IMPORTANT and URGENT :) But yesterday, he bought me this jacke...

Taking every risk. Leaving everyone behind. Or the dreams to be forgotten. All the plans that were set aside. Everything was done for you. But as the saying says “the higher the risk the greater the reward or the punishment” but I know in my heart whatever will it be I know what reward will  I gain in the near future so all I can say is ALL THE RISKS ARE WORTH IT 'coz you are worth fighting for.  

"I don't care...."

I think the whole point of being with someone is so you can talk to them and let go of everything, and even when your at worst, they still like you, they still want to speak with you and care about you. I'm just blessed to be with him no matter what. 

"After you find out all the things that can go wrong, your life becomes less about living and more about waiting."  When there are things in the past that you don't want to happen again. It's either because of your fault or maybe not but it did not go well. There is a big tendency for you  to became skeptic. You'll just wait and wait and wait and wait because you're afraid to happen it to you again, and of course you don't want to enter again in that situation. Ever! May be you'll just build a very big walls (perhaps 3big walls)  in your life so that no one can enter and be part of your life. no one.. You don't want to risk everything for uncertain things that will happen in the future But then, no matter how many locks you've put in that walls someone will just enter in your life easily. Maybe he came from above or under the soil and you just can't stop him anymore. You will just see yourself that your are on his own game and your lo...

Dear Pilipinas, You're so frustrating! I've decided to make this post tagalog so that non-filpinos won't understand this. Hay. Pilipinas, nakakafrustrate ka. Anong nangyayari sayo? Hindi ko alam kung paano pa tayo babangon. Wala na atang magandang balita sa radyo at t.v. Mga Pulis na dapat sila ang nagtatangol sa atin pero sila pa ang nangunguna sa krimen at kasamaan. Pitong taong gulang na bata ginahasa at pinatay. Riding in Tandem na walang sawang mangholdap at pumatay. Dukutan. Nakawan. Holdapan. Malaking kaltas sa maliit na sweldo. Tayo ang isa sa pinakamalaki at madaming klase ng buwis. Pero Araw bakit di tayo umaangat? Bakit sira padin ang ating mga kalye. Mabilis na pagbaha kapag umuulan. Mapangit na sistema sa mga ospital. Mababang level ng estudyante. Mga korup na lider ng bansa. Lider na sila lang ang yumayaman at patuloy na nagpapayaman gamit ang kaban ng bayan. Araw na pasakit mula sa Pila sa MRT siksikan pagpasok sa T...

I am a first year student in the Graduate school taking up Master in Business Administration. Actually, when people ask me why I took MBA I don't have any reason why! I remember in the admission, there is an essay - “why do you want to take MBA in DLSU?” and to be honest, that was the hardest question. Pang Miss Universe lol. I had a hard time answering that because in the first place I do not have the reason why. I just want to go to school and be a student again. To learn. To have an additional three letter word in my name or maybe when I graduated I can earn more money or to have a own business. Ha! What a lame objective, but that's not supposed to be the topic of this blog. Hahaha. I just want to share the grades I have. English-3.5; Qualitative Techniques-3.5 Those sleepless nights. Those 12 am bus ride from Makati to Proj 4. Those no lunch days. Everything is worth it! Haha. I am so grateful to the Lord. I am really blessed to gain new friends and have new experien...

Hi there! I am not really into blogging or writing because I am not really good at this stuffs, I am number person really (so bear with my wrong grammar and spelling along the way!)  but I want to make one because last time I was surfing in the internet and suddenly I found my self reading my old blogs as well as my friend's blog. I was thrilled reading those posts there, especially the happenings in our high school. I was amazed on how matured  we've become. So there, Here I am now, forced by my emotion to create one again. Oh, by the way I'll just post whatever I want so as early as now I want to make some warnings to those who attempt to read my posts I might have post with extreme emotions such as super mushy post or so much hatred or up to heaven happiness. I hope you'll enjoy my personal blog. So welcome and hello to my new hobby! If you want to visit those site just click   Leslie's   or   Je's I will share some blogs next time. Okay? Maybe you als...